@ Thoughts @

I feel that my life now are circulating with sex and it seems that someone had tattooed " I love Sex!! " on my beautiful forehead...

I got to know a lot of guys recently and almost all of them are up for the same reason, they want to get to know me only for sex, well.. as honoured as I love to feel - in my dirtiest deepest mind that I'm a sex god - it's getting pretty tiring and frustrating to be treated this way.

I love making new friends and extending my contacts to others out there but my selling points are not only on sex. And trust me if you've read my previous post, you'd already know that I have personal stalker(s) and crazy ones that really and literally followed me back home just to have a quickie with Moi..

Trust me, if all of the prostitutes in this town know about this, I might as well get beaten up by them for cutting through their "business" unknowingly.. :P

Guessed, If I'm fucking horny and wanna good fuck, all i need to do is pull down my pants and bend down in the middle of the road... am sure there'll be line before I shout "Free Ass!"

I wanna settle down...

@ Zul's Big Day @

One of my Army buddy - Yes! I served the Army for 2.5years - getting hitched last november.

Special request from his mom, i'm the best man. Awkward. haha

First time being the bestman usually I'm the one help the bride or just a guest so it's a learning and an interesting experience for me.

@ A New Day @

I have totally neglected my blog and truly it's collecting dust.

What can i say, I have writer's block..haha yeah right..

Honestly I don't know what to type about since most of my friends know about my blog and they do drop by to check it out....I think... and to my avid readers, sorry for the non update of my life which is sorry to say not that interesting...

Well, my last post was in May and Oh boy....do I have loads of things to unload over here...

But i'll try to be as transparent as possible and probably not hurting someone else...

then again, THIS IS my blog...

I can say whatever I want...

Huggs Ya'll..

@ WTH @

What a lazy BITCH!!

Ask to pack things herself and she didn't bother to do.

Never clean once.

Other people had to do for her.

Free maid is it..??!!!!

@ Where Do I begin? @

Honestly, I do not know where to begin.... My apology for not updating my blog... having a writer's block is not a good reason....heee

Anywhoo....loads of things happen and somehow I couldn't bring myself to put it all down here and hurt someone(s)... But hey! this my my freaking blog and I think I should put down anything and everything my heart content....

We shall backtrack to April -

1) Went to Zirca for the first time. Big spacious place.

2) Bowling and meet session with the gorgeous ones

3)April Photoshoot @ NUS Museum.

Enjoys.

@ Zirca @

.ZIRCA.

Our very first time.

The day we dance, drink, drank, drunk, enjoy, laugh, pose, drink, DRUNK.

Thanks to Ian who keeps on ordering jugs after jugs.

Plus Chandon & Moet.

That my friend a home run on it's own!

Oh yeah..!

I puke..! On my way back.

Had to stop the cab in the middle of nowhere.

And puke at a big tree.

The cab driver gave me a small bucket.

Just in case.

Indeed! I puke again.

The moment I'm about to alight!

In the small bucket.

thanks to the cabbie no less!

This is also the time.

Mak ayam got some protein.

Had to put it down la.

In a drunken stupor. She Walks.

Eyes met. Conversation starts.

To the stairway they went.

And the game begins.
Opps. I did IT again.

@ Human Jam without Butter @

As promised....

Here are some of the pictures that I took outside my store at Citylink.

We never see this kind of crowd before not even during National Day or F1 race...

Incredible and a bit ridiculous, everyone are rushing towards the IT Fair that was held at Suntec Convention Centre.

It's the last day and retailers are slashing down the prices..

The heavy rain make it even more worst...!!

I became reporter for the day, sending mms to Storm.com.sg . hee... check it out..
singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg

People are like practically ass-ing each other right in front of the shop. We had to close the door to prevent bad odour from coming in the shop and from those who just coming in for the air-con and other problem that might happen.....gitu eh...

And here we are worrying about the recession and economic down turn....

What..???!!

Guessed Singaporeans really took our SM Goh's advice huh..??

Don't hold back, spend as per normal.....

Well, It's sales everywhere might as well grab some...

@ Dinner Wit Da Gs @

sOur Annual Dinner @ Royal Plaza Hotel - Scotts Road

I love this shot! Looks like a Drama serial shot.

" THESE AE THE DAYS OF OUR LIVES"

I'm lazy to upload more so for the rest of the pics, please go to my facebook...

Thanks so nice!

@ Yes Or No @

Someone proposed to me....hahaha...

Proposed eh...mampus kata dia..

Well, He's from U.S and to put it delicately, more mature than me...and more rounder... I think..

Anyways, we got to know each other from a website and have been corresponding to each other for quite sometimes now... nearly to a year....I think..

A nice chap and all but I'm not into long distance relationship.

Very hard to maintain la....

How in the chicken sandwich

Can you trust someone who's so far away from you?

And how can know that person better if he's not right in front of you?

Don't tell me through Web-Cam..????

I wanna TOUCH

I wanna FEEL

I wanna SEE

I WanT EVERYTHING him.

I never told this to any of my friends so I'm not surprised if they're surprised...heee.

I don't like to put my hopes high on things that are not really secure.

For what??? To have my heart slice up again..??

Don't think MY heart have any more space for scars...

Amboi....Emo sia...

He popped this questions long time ago

And I keep giving excuses and procrastinating....

He asked again.......JUST NOW...

And now I'm pondering as what to answer...

Think.........

I ALREADY know THE answer.....

@ Lemme Digress @

Early morning the DJ announced the heavy traffic jams from different expressways....

As you already know whenever it's raining in the morning,

There's always seem to be an over flow of traffic and people....

Lan Lan I have to take the train la... cramp-y train..

I was lucky cause my train wasn't that crowded at all... loved it...!

Anywhoo...the thing that I want to digress is.....

I've been followed by an Indian man.....

AGAIN..!!!! Argh...!!!

What the FISH...!!!

Early morning some more... Goodness...

I've gotta change this mandrem of mine...haha gitu eh...

What's with this people.... I was him the moment I step on the escalator and although I mind my own business, I still noticing him looking at me and giving me the look and signal...

Got into the train to my favourite spot and he quickly snaked his way, cutting inbetwwen a guy and park his behind opposite me... and making eye contact with me...urgh..!!

Oh..Oh....throughout the journey, he's giving all sorts of gestures just to get my attention...

And worst...!!

At one point he even gave me this "mini" kiss -

Pouting his lips towards me..

YUCK! Think I puke in my stomach.....

I appreciate the attention but why must it be Indians... Old and fat one some more...

I don't mean to be a racist

But can't I have more selections from other races instead..?????

Or my selection limited to ONE race only ????

Salah tau.... (So wrong...)

Phew.....Finally...all out...

Okay....can continue work...hee

Huggs..

@ The Big Day @

Bobiana sister's big day - void deck wedding reception at Yishun.

Totally enjoyed the reception even thought when we arrived it was pouring rain, loved the beautiful deco and of course glorious spread of buffet not forgetting an eye candy server. I like.

My nieces Left - Aisyah, Right - Atikah.

Rizal and Moi posing at the Dias upstair....gorgeous... I mean Us...

Me sister and her 3 daughter.

Me and another sisters of mine....hee

And the rest of the click... gitu eh...

Fanta-bulous... I like..

@ Dinner With Da Blondie @

Our good friend from New Zealand drop by for a 3 weeks vacation and we're all are giving our best time, energy and friendship spending time with him.

Our very first dinner at Holland Village, actually it was my very first time stepping into Holland V, pathetic I know... Heard about the place but never go there..in fact My previous work place was just a 10 minutes walk away and I still do not know where Holland V at... Bimbo... enough said!

We ate at one of the coffee shop and later moved our behind to Starbucks, hanging and checking out Esah free lappie which she received when she applied for Starhub. Amid all that Esah was giving us a make-up lesson, not that we all need any. Since she thinks she knows best so we just let her be and have her moment...

A group photo and we bid good night... One last shot.


This was taken at the newly opened and extended version Jurong Point. It's so freaking big.

And crowded... Gosh..!

After debating about where to have our farewell dinner, we finally made a decision to have it Thai Express. Is it..? I forgot... Anywho... Ismail was there to join and I think I'm a little smitten by him... I find him (the one in grey) to be cute...gitu eh...

After dinner, we lepak at the nearby Boon lay park. A nice place to hang out and cruising.

As usual, cam whoring is a must and I must include our sexy pose...hee..

I just loved candid pictures... Others look good but not for moi...

I had a great time and will missed Yasmin....

till we meet again...

@ Malacca Trip @

Alright, one of my avid reader have made a personal complain that I hardly update my blog...Guessed story the likes of Rihanna and Facebook saga isn't interesting at all...

Anywhoo..... My long awaited post about my recent short trip to Malacca, Malaysia is finally got the chance to shine in this blog of mine...heee... Dun wanna post all the pictures here cause you can find the rest of them at my facebook, still post them there regardless of the ongoing saga...hopefully that settles soon....

The plan of going to Malacca was a last minute thingy, we supposed to spend time with our dear friend, Yasmin who flew back here for a 3 weeks vacate. He migrate to New Zealand and return back home every 2 years. I thought that is was a cool idea to spend time while we all go on a one day tour to Malacca since my parents keep pestering me to go there....

Few days before the trip, Yasmin says she can't cause she needs to do her visa to Bangkok which she already planned to go. In the end, only 4 of us plus my parents.

It's our first time to Malacca and boy do we looked like a suaku tourist. We took more pictures than the rest actually that's all we do...cam whoring all the way... Still waiting the rest of the pictures from Akmal Huat... :)

I was lucky to have a open minded parents cause the whole day we have been behaving like ourselves and no gestures and gay attitude have been kept at bay...everything was out...

We're like referring and calling each other and inserting the word girl and sister at every beginning and end of our sentence surrounded by conservative uncles and aunties plus young kids... Interesting huh..??

Hope to go again.... but this time will be Langkawi...I hope...

@ Did You Know?? @

Did you know that everything you've loaded up into your profile (personal pictures, etc.) belongs to Facebook, even after you've closed your account?

That's what it says in the Terms of Service you agreed to when you opened your account, apparently.

The Consumerist recently uncovered this disturbing info and it's causing quite a stir.
So, what does this mean?

Basically, Facebook can do whatever the hell they want with YOUR STUFF.
And, they can do so WITHOUT your permission.

For example, they can license your personal pictures out to companies, make a shizzle of money and don't have to give you a dime.

Sounds really, really shitty and sooo shady!!!

-Perez HilTon

@ Chris Brown did this? @

Rihanna's father, Ronald Fenty, is speaking out about the disturbing photo of his daughter severely bruised and beaten - reportedly at the monstrous hands of Chris Brown.

Ronald said in an interview today about the image that "Yeah, I saw it. It's disturbing."
However, he adds that people will now be able to "grasp the situation a lot better" after having seen the pic.

And remember, that the photo was taken before the bruises and swelling even had time to fully manifest themselves.

Who knows how badly hurt she appeared the next day!

Her dad adds, "It's good and it's bad to see the picture because there's other people who were thinking differently, that [Rihanna's injuries] may not be that bad, just a little spank or a little thing."

Sad.

Sending you many hugs, RiRi!

[Image via WENN.] - PeRez HilTon

@ NoBody Wants to be Lonely @

The song that blasting through the shop speaker.....as I'm thinking of what to type...

Did it ever happen to you when you're doing nothing and suddenly there's this surge and input of vocabulary and words flying through your brain and when you're about to lay them down, they suddenly disappear..?? Haig...

It's official lar...my life sucks..!! hahaha....

I mean, I just saw Valentine's passes me by without a hello or anything ......
Me doing 8am till 10pms shift for 2 days straight...dipping strawberries on valentine's day...!!

Days goes by and tup tup..hello....end of the month liao.... goodness...!

Oh yeah...have yet to upload pictures from my Malacca trip with the girls and my parents...

Totally in need of short breaks.... I missed the sun, sand and sea **hint hint...
I'm off on March 1st....SUNDAY!!!! Anyone..??????

Guessed you can call this is a let-off-steam post...
Not that much but it'll do just fine..

huggs...

@ RaNdoM @

I've been chatting with this school mate of mine from ITE.

A nice chap, I never really got to know him that well.

We caught up with the old times.

Well, some of it cause I dun usually mix with others..

The forever Ice Queen. I know.

These past few days have been interesting.

I got to know another side of him that I never expected.

He's Bi.

Ha! All this while I thought that he's SUPER straight.

What a change of fate.

Totally Human Discovery tau....aka Animal Discovery..

The most interesting part is that

Whenever we chat, he like to insert topic about sex.

And.

He's been hinting me about getting physical.

Truth to be told

I don't know whether to feel Yuck

Just because he's my ex-school mate

Or feel honored..????

I know what's in your mind...

The question is -

- Is he good looking..?

If the answer is YES

- Then what's the yuck about...! Go for it sister..!

BUT....BUT...BUT..!

If the answer is not really unfortunate looking...

- Erm....Well, maybe you should think about it first and see how it goes.....

Or the ever classic answer - Oh forget about it!

Well, maybe we.... erm... Me...should

Sit back and see how it progress...

I dun wanna rush into things....gitu eh..

As far as my deepest heart is concerned...

What the heck..!

The buffet spread is on the table

Might as well.... :-P

Just laying my thoughts.

Huggs...

@ Gong Xi Fa Cai @

Wishing Everyone a Prosperous & Abundance "Niu" Year...!!

May we be blessed with great health and better future ahead!

2nd day CNY celebration at Linda's place.

We exchange mandarin oranges and receive hongboa... I like..!!!

Gambling and enjoying sharks fin soup are a must..!!!

Kena Molest...!!!

@ My Valentine's Song @

.My Love.
The Dream ft.Mariah Carey

The-Dream:
Now who's right there
Every time you cry
Go to sleep
And wake up on your side
Endless love
I always provide
They hatin' on us
And you should know why

But who's been lovin' you lately?
Who's willin' to go half on the baby?
Who, who, who's tryin' to flag our ship?
They just tryin' to get the love you give
But baby

[Chorus]
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Oh, oh, oh

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Mariah:
So they don't understand
Why I never leave you
Explain my love
I don't need to
Got everybody way up
In our business
'Cause leaving each other
Stay on they wish list

I see them reaching everytime
You call me baby
They on my back like a shirt
Get off me baby
They don't love me
Let 'em wonder why
Here to stay
And they goin' bye bye

Who's the one calling you baby?
Who's in love with yo ass like crazy?
Who, who, who's gonna flag down our ship?
Just tryin' to get the love you give
Baby

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge]
The-Dream:
Girl my love is your love
And there ain't nothing in this world
That they can do to make me give you up
Ooo, ooo baby
You will always be my girl
So let 'em do whatever
Say whatever
'Cause I ain't givin' you up
No, no, no, no

The-Dream and Mariah:
Pretty baby
No, no, they don't know
No, no, they don't know
No, no, they don't know
No, no, they don't know

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh.

@ Farm Excursion @

Our very own excursion thanks to Reez.

We saw another sight of Singapore that almost most of us never knew existed...well we all know but somehow cast it aside...

The Produce Farms in Singapore.

It's an educational tour...besides having loads of fun....

Walking trail of plantations...well mini plantations that is... A small Padi field..

Always have time for cam whoring even in the Padi field and banana trees...

My very first Fish Spa. The fishes swam towards the moment we sink our feet in the cold water, nibbling at our feet. We couldn't stop giggling cause by the ticklish feeling, almost pee in my pants I tell you...

By the way, It's just cost us $10 for 30mins. Isn't that a bargain..??

KenKo who..???

I really had a great time... thanks so NICE..!

The rest of the pics are at my Facebook.

Huggs....