@ Godiva Chalet @

Date : 6 - 8 Oct 2008

Place : Aloha Loyang

We had our annual chalet for Permanent and Temporary staffs held at Aloha Loyang. We book a bungalow which has 4 bedrooms, sexy right??... I like..!! I was one of the committee member, as always - Food Department.

This year we had a special guest cum observer from Hong Kong - Amelia. She's the one beside yours truly...with my forever signature pose... ;)

Preparing the BBQ, actually started liao.... I was busy cleaning and washing the Stingrays... apparently someone forgot to buy some lemons for us to clean the fish.... Anyways, I used loads and loads of salt...


The elders are busy killing the crabs for barbecue...hee... using tongs to hold down the already tied crabs which by the way have no way of running away let alone attack them with its tied claws... Very dramatic...

There's always time for a snap....

@ Back-Tracking @

Goodness, I've been neglecting my blog for too long....

Loads of things happened and I don't think I have the strength to put it all in here...

First and foremost,

Festive season which falls on the 1st of October -

Eid Mubarak to all Muslim..!!
Maaf Zahir and Batin.

That Shake It Off period are going going gone....

Hope it stays that way...

I'm looking at new perspective....hee...

Finding new target and hunting for it.... ;)

Again, I'm back tracking all the things that had happened, No time la.... Drained from emotional and physical activities.... ;P

Loads of changes in the coming month

Professional & Personal department.

I've been transfer yet again to a new furbish store.

Citylink and yes, we're expending..

One at Raffles City

As always,

I'm happy to GO

BUT

Sad to Leave

TaKa.

Yeah right..!!

I Stay In Love

This has no connection to anyone... It's Mariah latest yet to be release single. Hope you like it as much as I do.

See ya..!

@ Gotta shake this off @

Have you ever been in a situation whereby you're on your way in moving forward emotionally AND physically and suddenly someone from the past just appear out of nowhere?

This is the situation that I'm in now.

In my previous post, I write about this friend of mine who suddenly appear after lost in contact for a very very long time....
Actually, there's 2 guys involved and let's just categorize them as K and L.

Last post is about K. Divorce with a kid but he stays alone. First and foremost nothing happen when I met K at the park. It's just that I'm a little confused, shocked and furious... okay okay...how about 30% confused, 30% shocked and 40% furious....

Like Reez said, I was actually taken aback when K appear but not towards L. L was a little pleasant...Nooohoo...It was great..! I like it... I'm drifting...anywho...back to K...

I'm angry because of all the silence treatment that I received and he stopped all contact and disappear to Australia without a single word. What's so difficult about saying goodbye... Just Bye bye.. that's it...! And suddenly...Poof.!! Calling me and waiting for me at my block... with a blank look...as if nothing happens....

I'm so over this... I don't wanna be the last resort kind of friend or fling... Call me when you want it....

So The over....

And now L kept running through my mind, I simply couldn't forget that night.......OMG.! ....ARgh..!

I'm going bonkers....

HELP..!

@ Oh...My... @

It's 11.30 pm and my phone rings.... I look at the caller ID and something about the name on the screen shocked me. It's been a long long time and I thought that he had forgotten about me. My lips went dry and my voice suddenly turned husky...

Me : Hello....??
Him : Hi..!! It's me..! Remember me??

Me : (Clears my throat) Hey you..! How you been..? It's been a while...
Him : Yeah..It's been a while... Listen, You free.? NOW... to meet ??
Me : Meet..? Now.?..... Where..?
Him : Look out your kitchen window..

My heart pumped like a drug addict beating the drum , walked to the window, there he was standing at the carpark beside a blue van, waving and smiling at me...
The phone still stuck to my ears...

Him : Hey...baby......
Me : Hhhheeeyyy...... Hey.... erm.... give me 5 minutes....

I quickly change and out the door down the stairs with my heart pumping harder, panting and hard to breathe.... I suddenly stop on the last step and hesitate for a moment... What am I thinking, rushing my way to him... He left without saying anything, no goodbyes, no call...
And then, suddenly out of nowhere there he was standing at the carpark.....waiting for me... ;>
My silence moment was cut off by his footsteps walking towards me.... stunned as I am think I didn't blink at all....

I'll never forget that smile..... He took my hands and hold them gently. We exchange Hi and he pull me closer and hugged me.... Goodness... A tight hug......

Him : How I missed you... You never change a bit...
Me : Thanks... (under my breath) Miss you too...
Him : Let's get out of here..... We got a lot to talk about.....

Off we go to his van and to our usual spot, the quiet west coast park........

@ ?? Chef ?? @

How do you like my new ensemble...??

Sexy right..?? hahaha....

I only have to put this on whenever I do chocolate dippings...

I feel sexy...Lolz....

@ Just Stand Up @

Charity single recorded by 15 all-stars - Mariah, Beyonce, Mary J Blige, Rihanna, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge, Natasha Bedingfield, Miley Cyrus, Leona Lewis, Carrie Underwood, Keyshia Cole, Leann Rimes, Ashanti and Ciara, in anticipation of the September 5 "Stand Up for Cancer" telethon. The record was produced by Kenny "Babyface" Edmonds and L. A. Reid - their first collaboration in 20 years.

JUST STAND UP

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think
It's like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away
Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe it look into your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don't let up

Sheryl: Don't you know you can go be your own miracle
Beyonce: You need to know

CHORUS
Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to be questioning,
wondering what is what
Don't give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: It's like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Leona: Just because you go through it
Fergie: Don't mean it got to take control, no
Leona: You ain't gotta find no hiding place
Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate
Leona: Don't wanna let your mind keep playin' you
Keyshia: And sayin' you can't go on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that
Miley: Things get better
Through whatever
Rihanna: If you fall
Miley: Dust if off, don't let up
LeAnn: Don't you know you
Natasha: Can go
LeAnn: Be your own
Natasha: Miracle
Carrie: You need to know

Ensemble: CHORUS
If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
Melissa: adlibs
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Melissa: adlibs
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up
Melissa: adlibs
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
IF WE ALL, JUST STAND UP!
Mary: You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind
Ciara: If you fall, dust it off
Mary: You can live your life
Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah
Mary: Let your heart be your guide
Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah
Mariah: And you will know that you're good if you trust in the good
Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
Mary: And it will get better
Mariah: Through whatever

Ensemble: CHORUS
If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
Ensemble: CHORUS
If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
Fergie: You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within
Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

@ Costume D'Amour @

Date : 10 August 2008

Venue : SDC - Singapore Discovery Centre

Time : 0830 hrs

Our second shoot for Razy's creations and we have to do it quickly cause there's extra ensemble and few new models joining us for this shoot.

Zarina, Aminah and Jonathan are the newbies and they're a blast to work with. Especially Jonathan la....hee... Such a flirt and charming...

While I was getting Jonathan ready for the first shoot, this Indian security guard came and ask what are we doing and have we got any permission to do the shoot. You see, we position our things near the Army Museum and they afraid that we're gonna do our shoot inside the Museum. Anyways I told him that we're doing an outdoor shoot for our own collections and do we really need to seek permission on public ground. Of course I had to say it nicely and gave him my sweetest smile ever...hee..

I told Razy and the rest about the matter. With quick respond, Akmal say out loud, " Don't worry, Kisha can handle anything that concern with Indian man."

Thanks eh......

The whole shoot went smoothly until the weather starts to change and things went wrong one by one... It was raining buckets I tell you..... Mak ayam running frantically literally like a chicken with the head... Akmal's batt went flat and I have to ask the Indian security guy for permission to use the power socket at the WaterCooler machine to charge the batt. He gave the thumps up.

" See.... Told ya... " Akmal shoots..

The rain finally subside and the rest of the shoot went on smoothly. I shall not elaborate the interesting things happened...Just let it be my own happy secrets...hahaha....

I've posted few pictures that we took, all categorize and hope you guys enjoy them.

Should you have any comments, please please PLEASE put it down... A constructive comment is much much appreciated...

You can check out my Multiply - Pinkyetlavender for the rest of the shoots.

Cheers....

@ Japanese Pink @

Jonathan & Aminah in Japanese Red Ensemble

Shoot For Costume D'Amour

Clothes: Razy [muhdrazy@gmail.com]
Hair & MakeUp: Kisha [kisha_isabelle@yahoo.com]
Shots: Aeqmal [aeqmal@gmail.com]
Stylist: Ismail
Model: Aminah & Jonathan

@ Samurai @

Jonathan in Japanese Samurai

Shoot For Costume D'Amour

Clothes: Razy [muhdrazy@gmail.com]
Hair & MakeUp: Kisha [kisha_isabelle@yahoo.com]S
hots: Aeqmal [aeqmal@gmail.com]
Stylist: Ismail
Model: Jonathan Lim

@ Modern Korean @

Zarina In Modern Korean

Shoot For Costume D'Amour
Clothes: Razy [muhdrazy@gmail.com]
Hair & MakeUp: Kisha [kisha_isabelle@yahoo.com]
Shots: Aeqmal [aeqmal@gmail.com]
Stylist: Ismail
Model: Zarina

@ Spanish Inspired @

Jonathan & Aminah in Spanish Inspired Costumes

Shoot For Costume D'Amour
Clothes: Razy [muhdrazy@gmail.com]
Hair & MakeUp: Kisha [kisha_isabelle@yahoo.com]
Shots: Aeqmal [aeqmal@gmail.com]
Stylist: Ismail
Model: Aminah & Jonathan

@ Black Checkered Gown @

Harziana In Checkered Gown and Black Veil

Shoot For Costume D'Amour
Clothes: Razy [muhdrazy@gmail.com]
Hair & MakeUp: Kisha [kisha_isabelle@yahoo.com]
Shots: Aeqmal [aeqmal@gmail.com]
Stylist: Ismail
Model: Harziana Hamid

@ White Lace Dress @

Amina in White Lace with Veil & Flowers

Shoot For Costume D'Amour

Clothes: Razy [muhdrazy@gmail.com]

Hair & MakeUp: Kisha [kisha_isabelle@yahoo.com]

Shots: Aeqmal [aeqmal@gmail.com]

Stylist: Ismail

Model: Siti Aminah Abdullah

Just a few of the best. You can check out the other pictures at my Multiply- PinkYetLavender.

@ Updates @

How time flies....

Okay, some happy news and things that I've done over the past week and have been holding on the updates.

1) My long awaited promotion has finally got it's green light.
Finally all of my hard work has been paid off....phew...

2) Happy be-lated Birthdays to all of my friends that I've missed not forgetting our National day.
Not that patriotic this year...haha

3) Weddings....Weddings....Weddings.... This is the time where loads of people are getting hitch before Ramadan approaches... And this is the time where there's a big hole in my pocket...sigh..
Goodness..! Mak bankrupt nyah..!!

4) The photo shoot that we took on the 10 Aug.
I had a great time especially flirting with the new model Jonathan..yummy!!
Will definately update this on my day off plus pictures...

In the meantime, Have a great day ya'll...!!!!

Huggs...

@ Never Expected @

This is an odd update.

I was checking mails on the store computer and suddenly a man blurt out the shop name out loud. Gave me a fright, I looked up and saw him standing in front of my counter looking at me. I gave him the sweetest smile ever and said ,

Me : (Smiling) Good morning, sir. How are you?

He : (Stumped for a moment) Good morning..! I'm good, thanks!

I left my computer a side and move towards him, still looking at me as if he had never see someone like me before, he lean forward and said,

He : You have smooth skin....

Me : (Kembang already,smiling like a fool) Hee....Thank you very much.
Where are you from?

He : I'm from Philippines.

Me : You're here for visiting or business?

He : Visiting. Have you been to The Philippines?

Me : Not yet, Maybe soon but not quite sure.

His next reply made me totally speechless...

He : (Cheeky smile) They're gonna RAPE you...

Me : What..?? Am I that sexy...?? Hahaha....

He : Smiling and nodding and slowly moving away giving me the cheekiest look ever...

@ Under Stress @

The recent "stress" she's been under seems to have really taken a toll….on her face!!!!!!!

The rumors and speculation have left Madonna looking like a shell of herself.

Or did she just get some bad plastic surgery?????

The Material Mom looked an outright mess as she left the Kaballah Center in NYC on Friday night.

Hey, love her - love all of her!

[Image via WENN.]
Perez Hilton.

@ Now Available @

Introducing Mariah Carey's Luscious Pink, a sparkling and intoxicating new fragrance that captures the pure radiance of Mariah Carey. Luminous and sensual, Luscious Pink embraces Mariah's ever-captivating presence and playfully seductive personality, translating these qualities into an exquisite and effervescent fragrance that reflects Mariah's aura of femininity. An ethereal harmony of sparkling Bellini accords, velvety pink peony and warm sun-kissed wood, the fragrance is a luscious blend of accords as enveloping as Mariah's voice.

Mariah Carey's Luscious Pink, the glowing new fragrance, is the next chapter in the Mariah Carey fragrance collection.

• Top Notes: SparklingA sheer, flirty blend of Sicilian Bergamot and Ocean Breeze Accord is melded with breezy floral notes and accented with a hint of Bellini Accord, reminiscent of a glorious day in Capri, Mariah's favorite destination.

• Mid Notes: FeminineInviting and alluring, the soft essence of Pink Peony is captured in the delicate heart of the fragrance. Wrapped in its beauty, dewy Tiare Petals and Lily of the Valley, create a beautiful blend that embodies Mariah's flirty feminine aura.

• Base Notes: SensualA rich blend of bright blond woods and creamy sandalwood create a unique combination of Sun-Kissed Woods. Wrapped in sultry White Musk, the base reveals sensual warmth and long-lasting depth, reminiscent of Mariah's magical voice.

You can now order "Luscious Pink" online at ElizabethArden.com.

Luscious Pink Eau de Parfum, 3.3 fl. oz. - $65

Luscious Pink Eau de Parfum, 1.7 fl. oz. - $55

Luscious Pink Eau de Parfum, 1.0 fl. oz. - $42

Luscious Pink Body Lotion, 6.8 oz. - $28

Source: Elizabeth Arden MariahDailyJournal Marilyn

@ Wear The Actor's Hat @

I've been told nicely to

Wear the actor's hat

Or wear a masquerade mask

Whenever she comes

Or whenever I sees her.

Try my very best to

Strike a small conversation

A "How are you today?"

Without being fake

or insincere.

It's not my fault for not talking

Cause there's no topic to talk about

Do I have to give in?

Do I have to apologise for not

Speaking ?

Looking ?

Acknowledging ?

I think I'm at that phase whereby

She's invisible in front of me

Speak when there's a need to.

I'm not quite sure if

My expressions are obvious

Though I've been told many times

That I'm not good in hiding my Animosity.

But I'm trying my very best to suppress

All this feelings down.

Trying.....

I'm just a Sexy,Gorgeous and Beautiful

Human being.

I'll try my best to suppress, aite.

@ TCC @

Lance's be-lated Birthday celebration.
A not-so-quiet dinner....

For the rest of the pictures, you can check out my Multiply, aite...

Cheers...

@ I'll Be Lovin' U Long Time - Official Video @

Mariah 3rd single off her E=MC2 featuring T.I

Love it.

Enjoys.