- Funny how one can learn To grow numb to the madness And block it away I left the worst unsaid Let it all dissipate And I try to forget -
Saturday, October 27, 2007
@ My feet Hurts...again... @
My feet have to hurt......again.... It's the same feet that hurts before by Bangla. I seriously do not know what happen, it just hurts yesterday morning when i woke up from my bed. Jeremy told me that maybe i didn't sleep properly as in my sleeping position that cause the pain.
Well..... maybe....just maybe... if HE sleep with me then this pain won't happen... Just a wishful thinking...hee
Anywho, I call Razy and told him that i couldn't make it for Halloween tomorrow at PowerHouse. I know and I'm sorry. He's been looking forward to Halloween and I had to spoil the mood. I guessed my Fuckaholic Cupid costume have to wait till next year then... haha...
On a happier note, I have reached my monthly sales target of $16,000 with flying colours... :)
That took everyone by surprise cause I proved everyone wrong. Hah!!
All this while Marina Square has never hits it's monthly target.
Huggs ya'll...
Sunday, October 21, 2007
@ Purple In Me @
I had loads of fun. Thanks to those who organised this special outing, I truly appreciate it so very much... Not forgetting to the houses that prepared good food..!
Special Thanks and shout out to :
1) Rizal & Family
2) Mazz & Faizal
3) Razy & Family
4) Ian aka Keri & Family
5) Adeline
6) Mas and Sis & Family
Gitu eh..macam Grammy's gitu....hee...
Mazz and Faizal's Place.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
@ WareHouse @
Anyways....it's a big like any other warehouse in the world..hee.. not forgetting dirrtty...
We're cleaning up our storage cause we're moving to DHL warehouse at Changi South next month. Guessed they're much cheaper... While packing I had the chance to switch on my "Roving Eyes Satellite" hehe....and as usual la this particular malay guy got my attention...gitu eh... very the rugged type...sexy kan.... Again no pics of him....:(
Anywho...We had our meeting later....
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
@ The New Place @
Monday, October 15, 2007
@ Moving @
A little tired cause I haven't had a good rest for the past week. Sorry if I lost contact but it's only momentarily...gitu eh..
It's 3.25 am and I just got back from Marina Square. I have to work at 8 am today...gosh..!!
I'm gonna loose my gorgeous aura soon....haha
Anywho, before I forget... It's Lebaran and I'm taking this opportunity to seek forgiveness of any kind.
Menyusun sepuluh jari
Meminta ampun and maaf di Aidilfitri
Termakan makan serta minum
Terkasar bahasa semasa berbicara,
Ter-laser bila bergurau senda,
Dan Ter yang lain lain lagi...
Halal dan Maaf di pinta.
Semoga kita berbahagia di Hari Raya bersama sanak saudara
Tak lupa Nyah Nyah yang ada....
Eh...wah..... Pantun la sikit... Pagi buta aku mereng sikit.... Oh well....gotta sleep now...
I'll post the pictures that I took tomorrow okay..??
Huggs....
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
@ CountDown @
I know , I know been missing loads of Fasting lately...I just can't help it..once you break the momentum, ah..! that's it... hee... Just plain lazy la...
Anyhoo...for your FYI, I fast today eh...even though there's slight urge to break my fast today.. :-)
Tomorrow i have to leave home early to send 20 boxes of Kek Kukus aka Steam Fruit Cake to IRAS and after that I continue my morning shift at work. Hopefully I won't ponteng...haha..
Personal note to Reez -
Your blog kan has been collecting dust eh.... Hmmm...very mundane tau your social life for this Ramadan. Spice up your life girlfriend!!
Cheers...
@ Mariah Carey @
- Glamour Magazine -
10 Random Facts About Mimi
For a moment there I thought I saw someone I know in the footage...LMAO..!!
Thursday, October 4, 2007
@ Dinner at Bugis @
So met Yasmine at the train station with ample time in our hand and she suggested that we walk to Bugis instead. In my pump shoes, we walked slowly to Bugis, showing her the new Library, catching up the old times and things of that nature.
We rest at the Cinema entrance, enjoying the a/c while waiting for the others, akmal text and asked where are we and yasmine asked him to join us. Soon after Razy and Rashid join us and we proceed to Siam kitchen to book a place. Few minutes later Keri came and followed by Akmal...
Hugs and kisses to everyone, I'm the last one and he whispered "Miss you" while giving me hugs and kisses. I just keep quiet and act cool though deep inside me feels weird, not awkward but weird feeling. It feels like I just know this person and not the person whom I know for ages. You know.....
I'm not gonna elaborate on the dinner cause every thing's went as smooth as baby bottom the interesting part was, we went to BackStage after that. Just to let you know I ordered Pussy Foot so you can breathe now....
We played Truth Or Dare game, thanks to Keri and we had fun. And oh...Keri, Razy and I was hanging about at the balcony and suddenly Keri just "yuhoo.." to this old, fat Ang moh guy who was happen to walked by and invited him to join us. This is what happen when Keri's semi-drunk... anyhoo... that man went up the bar, join and chatted with us.
To cut long story short, Razy stayed with him while the rest of us went back home... A little disappointed though......
Go figure...
Monday, October 1, 2007
@ Alhamdullillah @
I have forgotten all the procedures after months at CityLink. He did a great job in helping me regain my memory.....hee...
I didn't know there's loads of cute guys hanging around at Marina Square and Gays too...Goodness.. left turn ah-gua.....right turn also pondan....hmm...
Yasmin is in town till 19th Oct and she called me to meet up with her for Break Fast... Guessed she already knew that Akmal and me are having a little " Cold War "......HA!!!
See how la when we meet up for dinner, not too sure of akmal gonna be there....I'll update the progress later...
Ciao...
Sunday, September 30, 2007
@ Last Day @
My last day today at CityLink feels a little sad.....thanks to Zeela who keeps on coming to my shop and desperately asking me not to leave Citylink. We just getting warm in knowing more about each other and I just about to get close to the new guy who just started to warming up me....hee...
Don't think I'll be missing those perverts in the toilets though....
Speaking of which, I encountered something scary - actually not that scary la - this evening while walking to Popular Bookstore to get something and to Jurong East Interchange. I was on my way home before meeting Kumuthan for my long awaited items and off I went to the bookstore and Aries to get an A4 size paper and few pairs of socks. As you already know, today is Bangla's Day and the interchange are swarmed with them and asI was busy browsing, I notice a dark character following and looking at me, I turn to look and he gave me those come-hitcher-look and smile seducing-ly at me....YUCK..!!
I ignored him and proceed with my stuff....and to my surprised, he followed me wherever i went giving a small distance between us and still giving me the LOOK.... What the hell.... I tried to lose him by navigating my way out but somehow he manage to keep up the pace.... Quickly I paid for the things and walked out the store and straight to my bus. This mama keep up the pace and at the same time trying to get my attention....
Seriously I got to get me a new mandrem...no more mamas for me... sigh....
Saturday, September 29, 2007
@ " M " by Mariah Carey @
Mariah's "M by Mariah Carey" commercial has started running on television. It reportedly aired during The Tyra Banks Show yesterday morning on the Oxygen channel, but officially world-premiered during the broadcast of Celebrity Rap Superstar on MTV. You can also watch the commercial at Mariah's official website. But what do the fans think of this video?
Jonathan thought Mariah looked "elegant and simple, yet stunning and radiant without trying". "I was so hyped to see the promo, and it definitely satisfied my anticipation. Her melody to this was very nice, I was hoping she wouldn't go full blast. Her idea of the scent was elegant, yet unforgettable. With her nice whispery voice, it definitely added to the 'majestic' idea of the frangrance. It was overal really amazing, Mariah shown in a passive state yet shining so brightly."
Sam is remembered of the video for "We belong together". "There are many similar scenes. The song is great too. Just like her Pepsi commercial, I wish the song was released as a single." MPerry also likes it, but he wished the song was better. "You know with actual words to the song. But it was sexy though. You can tell that it was a Macy's commercial and not a Elizadeth Arden commercial. It was kind of on the low budget side. With it just being her in water in front of a green screen. But I like it. I don't know why but it makes me want to go on vacation."
Alexis, on the other hand, didn't like the video at all. "I thought the Pepsi Rington commercial was much better than the ad for M by Mariah Carey. The ad didn't tell me anything about the fragrance or the mood it is supposed to create. She didn't say anything (at least in the version I saw). To me, her statement in response to Diddy's challenge was more effective and intriguing than this promotional effort."
Video courtesy - Ariesomni
Text - MCarchives
Friday, September 21, 2007
@ The story continues... @
" You're right.... We can be friends but it won't be the same again...
First and foremost, I really do not understand why you think that the friendship we once had are being denied for. What makes you think that i didn't care..?Is it the day that Razy msn you to meet for The Epic movie evening and when you called me to ask if it still on and am i meeting you and my answer was straight no...? I have a hunch that this was the beginning of the misunderstandings. You sms me saying that you have a feeling that you are somehow wasn't needed and invited.
Your sister's wedding was another, we didn't attend to it and you take it to heart? But you know what....even though it's been 6 months now and reasons are irrelevant. We're thought that ur sis wedding was a week later and you didn't even remind it to us. One thing that hurt me the most was that you didn't even invite my parents whom you have known since secondary school let alone Razy's and Keri's.
Yes!.. I was hurt on the day I read your blog. And Yes!.. I was angry. I wrote that entry in my blog 2 days after I read your entry.
I was even hurt and angry when you wrote that you're leaving us behind and that quote, unquote;"You're HAPPY WITHOUT US". It just pierce right through.
With that sentence and a scar , you now say, then, that you're hurt..?? Keeping silence all this while have been a good friend of mine for the past months and it also has kept me going...
I'm tired.... I'm tired of all the assumptions, the accusations and of all the irrelevant reasons, the hurt and anger. And with this, I'm too sorry for all the things that has happened. But I'm not sorry for the friendship that we once had."
Phew.....! I felt lighter after all those feelings are out now.... but there's still some more.....
He's reply :-
" Thanks for voicing them out. I do admit that I did not realise my mistakes till you actually point it out. I guess playing the victim will make one feel more adamant that they are right. This is like opening up ol wounds which I would rather not. Why I say those words were the same reasons why you've kept your silence too. I was hurt and angry and no one bothered to call or msg...i did meant to invite the parents but we were having cold war and I did not manage to pass the cards but as always I had informed you guys of the date beforehand. I did assume you'd call to check on the date. I guess no one wants to make the first move, tak de yang nak mengalah...I've never regretted being friends wif you as you've always made me feel great about myself. "
To be continued...... hee....
@ Friendster.com @
Friendster are having problems after problems yet again...... sigh...
Wow...this is my shortest entry ever....hee...
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
@ Blast from the past @
"I know it's been said and done.I just went to your friendster blog and saw your entry. Yup, 6 mths later. I so know that entry was meant for me.
I so do miss the times we had together, when we just talk or just jalan2, getek2. Every friend to me is special and beneath all the drama that has happened, the morale is, a friend got hurt.
Assumption..a word that you've used.Yes, I got hurt cos i assume you didn't care about me. You got hurt cos I fail to rationalize the situation. Our friendship got hurt cos we were so adamant that we were right.
I assume you'd still care, much enuff to post that entry, I know you'd read my blog. I was hurt and I admit I was so dramatic in letting myself feel so denied of the friendship I hoped for.
All I ask for is a truce. I so do want to still be friends even if we can not be as before. If it's too late to reconcile, I would request a closure to all this.
I am sorry for all that has happened. I just hope that you'd understand that, then, I was hurt. For whatever reason it was, a friend got hurt. "
Wow....very nice...the moment he missed all the things that we've done together than it is time to send me this message after 6 bloody months of silence...... or is it the goodwill of Ramadhan that makes him think..?? I wonder......
What does he mean by " A friend got hurt "??...
Does that means that only him got hurt..?? What about the rest of us..? Doesn't our pain and hurt count at all....? As I recalled it is him who said that he's happy without us... And now jilat balik whatever he has spit..????
Thursday, September 13, 2007
@ September 11 @
This was held at Safra Pasir Ris banglow. A huge double storey house that could accomodate a whole platoon.
I wasn't feel too good that's why I'm not in most of the shots....gitu eh... Down with cough and running nose la....
Anyhoo the guy in the white shorts is so damn cute, Jeremy is his name and at one point I saw something that I should have not see....hee.... Sebakul sundel buah dia!!!!....haha
Friday, September 7, 2007
@ I know what you did.... @
Courtesy of 2 gays who are spying on them. I entered the toilet and as usual, waiting for my turn to use the cubicle and there's this cute twink who been hanging around the urinal and bending down looking at the partitions obviously spying on the suspicious shadows moving in the cubicle.
He called out to his friend who busied himself in front of the mirror, reshuffling his hair to the point of ugliness... He's ugly anyway.... saying there's some activities going on inside the cubicle... Loudly i might add....
So, they both when to the urinal and bent down to look totally ignoring me who have been observing them especially the cute one.... Then suddenly the cute guy give the last cubicle and soft kick and immediately the door opened and quickly they walked off laughing... the guy inside closed the door and starts to put on his pants and about to leave - the shadows tells it all .
At the same time, the guy in the next cubicle to him also about to leave and I'm ready to enter to do my business...
They both opened the door simultaneously and to my horror......
Both are fucking UGLY....!!!!
Almost pee-ed in my pants...haha..
One of them dress in Bermudas and t-shirt, Fat and short with premature balding head, like Mother Bear but worst. Sorry no other similarity i could think of. One look and you'd think he's one of those Buddhas troupe walking in yellow robe...I don't mean to be rude here but he does look like one...
Another one is smartly dressed with long-sleeved shirt and dress pants, face-wise also langgar lorry type...totally cannot make it... I mean this toilet could be the hanging out place for rejects and perverts.... Lucky for the partitions, if the other guy see the face whoever touching or masturbating or do whatever with their dick will definitely lost an erection immediately or worst vomit blood....!!!!
Goodness...... I continued with my things and head out and you know what.... I thought they're done with their hobby but they still hanging around outside the cubicle door... Second round maybe...??
Who knows it could be their third or fourth or fifth......????
Saturday, September 1, 2007
@ My Multiply @
I have created a profile at Multiply only for all the pictures that we took... Check out the Links, okay..?
Hopefully i won't be hearing any complains from you guys...hee
Enjoys...
Friday, August 31, 2007
@ It's confirmed @
The reviews are good, actually better than i expected...gitu eh...
They laid out their plans for me and I'm gonna be Store-in-Charge for Marina Square this coming October.
I was a little reluctant to accept the offer and it really shows on my beautiful face...hee... It's obvious that she knew how I feel about Marina Square and the shop situation cause I gave her my own personal views about the shop. She assured me that they gonna expand by having a real shop there despite that the management at Marina Square just offered them a permanent kiosk - meaning there will be a roof over the shop.
I have yet to give my answer....
Thursday, August 30, 2007
@ Double O @
Despite all that we 3 manage to enjoy ourselves tremendously and for the first time I was drunk not tipsy people...DRUNK....!
It was my first time going to Double O alone as drag-usually with my other sisters- Surprisingly it took me an hour to dress up in the office with Lucas who by the way are such a big critic, teaching and pointing out his opinion on my make-up.... Almost chase him out of the office...hee...
Its been months since we went to Double O and i must say the place are getting better and the crowds are mostly Caucasians, 75% of them..!! I guessed it had to do with the Hungry Ghost festival, most Chinese scared to go out late at night during this time...hee... By the way no others drags can be found that night, guess I'm the one and only gorgeous being there...Gitu eh...
Ah lovely.....This is George, manager of Double O, Razy and Keri, I'm sure you guys remember him, though he did put on a little weight. I saw him at the entrance and said hi, surprisingly he remembered me and ask where have i been....sexy kan...someone remembers me...Oh, The bouncers too....we've chatted and they asked where are the rest....gitu eh...
Linda and Moi.... Cantik tak..??
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
@ Hush Hush @
The meeting's end but they're quiet about it..
Anyways, I'm not putting my hopes up high. It's a semi-happy news anyhow. Not that eager but excited to know...gitu eh...
I'm going to Double O tonight with some of my working colleagues, hopefully it's gonna be fun. Did i forget to mention I'll be going in drag?
But of course I'll post the pictures here.....hee...
Cheers ya'll...